thanks dad

Thanks for being the biggest failure of a father. After all these 15 years, I never realized how much.. well.. how much you don't care about me. You don't even know me. I don't remember the last time I sat down with you to just talk or just go out to eat. I don't remember the last time you told me you loved me. I don't remember the last time I actually thought you cared. I used to get bad grades and you would yell at me for it. I thought, maybe If I tried harder and got good grades you'd maybe even give me a pat on the back. Boy, was I wrong. All you do is yell at me, because "I'm a waste of your money". How sad, dad. I'm your only daughter, yet it breaks your heart to even buy me socks. I don't even ask you for anything. You're too filled up with your money, girlfriend, etc. I know you can't wait til I move out. Monday through thursday I'm just living in your house. You don't acknowledge my presense or even try to spark up a conversation. "How was your day at school?" "Do you need some help?" No. Of course not, dad. But honestly, I can't wait til I move out either. I can't wait til I go off to college and make something out of my life. I can't wait to prove you wrong. After everything youve told me. If I was stupid I would actually believe you and think I'm not good enough. but funny thing is, I have alot that awaits me in my future. And as soon as I walk out the door you wont have to see my face again. It would probably make your life easier. You wouldnt have to worry about child support payment or anything else that would be "a waste of money". Because Ive realized Im only a bother to you. Because Ive realized you don't care about me. And Ive also learned to not let it get to me anymore. Never again.