Monday, January 26, 2009

conclusion:

you're a weak minded person. I was aiming for hate and distance, but you're like a disease and I can't make you disappear. Now I'm back to square one, trying to burn these bridges, trying to distance myself from you. I find it more than easy to get over my past problems when you're not in my life, because when you were you would spit them at my face daily. Everyone would tell me to get myself away from you, and I would never listen, I never thought it was a big deal but now I realize how much you fucked up my life.I wouldve never turned out to be this angry person that i am today if it wasnt for your clown ass. I'm happy that atleast recently God has helped me do what I have wanted to do, but didn't know how, in so long. It didn't work out perfectly though because I still have bitter connections with you and I'm doing my best to still stay away. I think I would have to hit you in the face for you to hate me..

..guess I'll try again.

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