distance yourself

It's so hard to please everyone and have everyone be atleast OK with you, this is mainly why I don't give a fuck about anyone anymore, minus my select few. This is also why I don't give two shits about pleasing people, so I am known as this huge asshole of a jerk just because I don't feel the need to do/say what everyone wants me to. I'm sorry, but I'll say whatever the fuck I want and to whoever the fuck I want. You can go ahead and tell me what you think of me, I doubt it will actually affect me in any way shape or form but you can try. I'm past all the bullshit, and it has come down to the point where I don't even care about losing "friends". I know who I have, and that's all I want, you can leave or stay but I really would rather you leave. It only takes away from the drama in my life and gives me one less person to 'worry about'. Who cares about how things used to be, erase the shitty bitterness in your life and pretend I was never in it. I have learned the hard way who I can honestly trust and who is just like others. You're something close to moronic if you think I'm hurt and you're a fucking dildo if you think I still care. People come and go, it's life. Come on, that's not hard to understand, now is it?

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Oh, and today was a good day. I got cupcakes and chocolate and tomorrow I finally get my damn permit nigga