Tuesday, January 27, 2009

I wake up

"It's a bad dream, no one on my side. I was fighting, but I just feel too tired to be fighting, guess Im not the fighting kind"

All these things that I could say
I'm yelling at you, but in my head
It's only silent screaming when my voice is dead
Maybe if I could find a way to say it,
to let it out without fear,
To know that happiness is near
but i'm just a 'bitter bitch' filled with emotional flaws
and your existence can only benefit the cause
I'm just lonely, with people or without
and if you just left I'd be happy, no doubt
but a reminder of my past was the last thing you said
and because of that I would rather see you dead
but It's all just silent screaming I can't get out of my
head



Today pissed me off like no other. Haaa, I should know better.

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